Heartbroken

We're not going to have a life together. And I understand why but I'm heartbroken. It's because our lives apart are still unknowns. Why am I like this? I should be with someone who's practical and not a dreamer. I'm a dreamer, I hope I'll see him, I hope it will be romantic and he will ride into town looking for me when he's ready but I know deep down, it doesn't work that way.